My most recent form has been with digital photography. I took this picture just this past weekend of my good friend, who has been more than a pleasure to work with by putting up with my off the wall requests.
This photo screams to me, striking an emotion that resignates within, way beneath the layers left unpeeled. Or should I say re-sealed?
Philosophy will tell you to live for the NOW, because the past is done. And no matter what the past holds, it all happened to bring you to where you are now in the present. And though I hold no regrets of my past, I havent yet mastered the art of tuning out of a bad mood when I feel one coming. From time to time I feel like this picture. Alone in the darkness... nothing to hide, just there waiting. When can I come home?
I'm probably one of the more positive upbeat thinking people I know. But like everything I have a flip side. Blame it on being a Gemini, bi-polar, or just realistic, your choice. "There is always an equal and opposite reaction to every action." Sir Isaac Newton
Bleh... is the Funk that I'm in.
and sometimes it feels nice to just say "FUCK IT."
Babe, we all have that side. Those times you don't see me on Facebook for days is usually when I'm having those moments.
ReplyDeleteAnd you know what?? We're allowed to have those moments. They say it takes more energy to frown than it does to smile, but sometimes wearing a brave face & trying to be positive can be downright tiring.
Love ya no matter if you're in a chipper "I-wanna-smack-you-because-you're-too-happy" mood or whether you're that person that wants to smack that chipper prick!
Thanks Tiff.
ReplyDeletePS. I know now when I dont see you around FB to give ya a call instead.