Who is that Kid?

My son is crazy. I love him to death but I can't help but to wonder; who the hell is he? My husband thinks he may his father reincarnated because he routes for the opposite sports teams that my husband likes. Haha Now that would be something. But as a mother, I try to figure out his personality and what he'll be when he becomes of age. He's got me at a complete loss. I just don't know.

While at home he is:

• Strong personality- loud, energetic
• Drama king really plays up on things as a manipulation tactic to get what he wants.
• Lazy, totally dependant on others- with things he can be doing himself.
• Does not listen when told to do something.
• Always making deals, to stay up later, eat whatever, play video games etc.
• Is lovable.
• Will help out when HE feels like it.
• Always needs full attention of one parent or other.
• Wants to entertain you with comedy, funny dances, or rhymes.

While not at home, or with others;

• Tends to be bossy, and demanding
• Needs constant attention of caregiver to play
• Uses force or threats when upset or angry.
• Can play really well with others on a good day.

His interests are:

• Art, drawing, painting, crafts
• Video games, adventure & combat
• Cartoons such as Tom & Jerry, Scooby Doo, Spongebob
• Samurai, Ninjas, G.I.Joes
• Mock combat, with swords, toy guns.
• He loves cats (at least he doesnt try to hurt them anymore)
• Enjoys when I read to him, but doesnt like to read himself.

Maybe he's just too young to figure out at age 6. hahaha All I know is, he's the exact opposite of my first born. Much harder on the nerves and patience. Way more demanding than any child should be for two parents. ::sigh::

Saw that coming.

After pleading the facts to the Master in the matters of "George NOT paying child support," the Master ruled in my daughters favor. George was asked a series of questions, that he himself in fact answered. Now I've been given another court date to appear at because he now denies everything he said (to the Master). George is appealing the Masters ruling of a simple $470 a month, and $4,000 in arrears. What a joke. But I can't say I'm suprised- I'm not. And I'm not even upset about it. Because, karma will get him, karma has been getting him. And so long as he keeps playing this game, karma will keep punching him in that big fat ugly mug of his.

And for the record, I'll keep airing his wrong doings in my blog and on facebook. If you want people to say good things about you- then be a good person. Not a hit & run that skips out on his financial obligations. And definately not a sneaky low life liar who tries to split up a happy family because he's suddenly curious about a long lost child he didn't want 15 years ago.

Karma :) Look it up knucklehead.

Answered Prayers

As you all should know by now, my black cat, the eldest cat had fallen ill back in October. We were so worried that we'd lose him after he lost most of his body weight, fur and gained yellowed skin from his fatty liver disease. I'm still not sure what caused his sickness, I'm just so very happy to announce that our prayers have been answered. Because Talis is now starting to gain some weight back, his skin is a healthy white color again, and his fur is everywhere!!! lol He's able to shed again, and his little bald patch from his IV is starting to grow back now. (It's been since November) He's been given another shot at life and I have to thank all of you for your blessings and prayers. They have certainly been answered. :)

Talis now plays with the other kitties, bouncing around with more energy than I've ever seen him. He's back to playing, and he's been eating real well. Talis and Friendly have their moments because I favor them both, but at the end of the day I sleep with Friendly and wake with Talis. Talis curls up in lap, hugging me close like a little chimp. I'm so happy I got my boy back! TY TY TY xox

As I sit back and think about all thats happened, I guess what I've learned from his ailments and the possibilty of losing my closest and best friend (pet) is that death is going to happen eventually to all of us. And even though I hate to imagine life without my Talis, someday it will happen and I will go on. But he will never be far away. We need to enjoy our pets while they are here, and let them go when it's their time. And just treasure all the love and memories they've given us. I've accepted this.... So please UNIVERSE stop testing me. haha

Happy Valentine's Day

So I have to admit, this was the first year that I held no expectations for the holiday. And I was not disappointed. Momma I think I'm all groown up now! haha I was actually more excited for my teenaged daughter getting to experience admirers sending thoughtful gifts, friend or hopeful, it always makes a gal feel special. And my little man was excited to share all his Valentine's after school as well :)

I woke this morning to a nice back rub :) and a dozen long stemmed RED roses :) and a very sweet card with a long handwritten message. It was perfect. The note made the day heartfelt and special. Though we made no plans, we just hung out watching tv. I later got a foot rub :) yay me! I'm a happy girl.

We got the kids some chocolate, I didn't go buck wild this year. But my momma did! She spoils us always. Hehehe such a sweetie she is sending all of us gifts and candy. Mom you are not helping my butt get any smaller with those creamy truffles! hehe.... <3 Her like a crazy! And we won $2 on the scratch offs! I'll trade them in for some powerball or megamillions tickets!

Chris and I spent the holiday going to Barb & Toms V-Day Cocktail Party this passed Saturday. Barb is my party throwing idol. Let me tell ya, this woman goes all out and doesn't miss a trick. And you all thought I was the detail maniac. Tom is pretty awesome too as he works the bar serving drinks all night as well as cooking and doing the dishes. Holla! It's a pretty wild crowd, with naughty minds and lots of funnies. And we ended up staying until 2am! we never usually stay out past 12am anywhere lol.

So yes, it was a very nice Vday weekend. I feel nuttin' but love for yall. ESPECIALLY my new RED high heels gifted from MOM :) LIFE=RED HEELS

Technical difficulties much?

It seems like technology is against me. It's surpassed my expertise and I'm almost as useless as your grandmother would be trying to send a video chat. But I keep trying anyway. Actually I don't think it's my knowledge of technology that is the problem, I think it may be lack of a proficient updated computer. I've been using the family computer which is about 7 or 8 years old for my work, and networking needs. It's also used for entertainment and homework, so it gets used pretty hard. It needs more memory-RAM etc... So I do daily scans, and weekly cleanups. I try to keep my photo files copied and off the pc as soon as Im done with them. But no matter how much cleanup I put into it- it just runs slow as shit! And it becomes very nerve racking! I'm trying my best to build a photography business up, all Im saying is; I waste far too much precious time "waiting" on this darn pc to work as it should.

Today, all I wanted to do was put together a dvd slideshow with some background music. Simple right? Wrong! The program called for wav. mp3 or dogg. file which are your basic sound files. No problem I thought but as I was searching all of many music files on the pc nothing was registering! and I was unable to add music to my slideshow :( My one question in life is this; "WHY DOESN'T ANYTHING EVER WORK AS IT SHOULD?" I have numerous pc and editing programs that I don't use when I could be creating some really awesome works! I even have a pc dj mixing system that I could mix my own beats for parties! But I'll never use it. I have an arcitech program too- I could be designing my dream home. I have printing software, beauty programs, website tools! GUH!!!

The phones have been up and down all week now- suprisingly not affecting my internet at all. Verizon of course says the problem is coming from inside the house and can't send anyone out to look at it for another week. UM.... yeah NO! We have this problem often, about every 6 months or so. It's an outside problem, and it acts up whenever we have severe weather. Our phone line somehow for whatever reason ties into our neighbors box. Their box is not locked, it's just tied together losely with rope. When we have severe winds and storms the connector cables get loose. So why then as a paying customer do we have to keep going through this? FIX the fucking BOX! and stop trying to BILL ME for a maintance call! Geeze... it makes me think what the hell do I pay them for? It eventually worked out though after Chris made the call (from a cell phone of course) Verizon after saying it was an inside problem, ran a test on the line and fixed it. HELLO? seems like it was a Verizon problem to me. Well good news is, that we wont be without a land line.

You know what else gets on my nerves? The VCR/DVD player, and remote controls! and to think I used to be so good at those types of things. Now, Im lucky if I can work my cell phone properly. Which btw- I still havent set up my voice mail.... I kind of dont know how to do it. lol

Motives- Insomniac Chronicals

So last night I was laying in bed thinking about things (of course-because what else would I be doing in bed? lol certainly not sleeping). And, I began thinking about people and situations that have happened with certain people I know, and how alterior motives are usually a driving force. Do most people have alterior motives for everything they do? I find it to be very sad that some need a motive to either get something they want, or to stop something from happening. Why not just cut to the chase and be upfront with your feelings, your wants, and needs? I think it's sneaky and a big waste of time to motive driven. I would rather have people be open and honest with me instead of using manipulation tactics. Because, #1 if you don't feel you can talk openly with me, then you're probably not going to get what you want in the first place. So, don't waste our time.

It takes a lot of planning and thought processing to "play with motives." This is a pass-time I don't endulge in. It's interesting though to listen to some of the crazy scenarios people come up with while trying to pinpoint another's motives. Which also takes a lot of thought, and frankly kind of hurts my brain! lol This is why I could never be motive driven- I'm migraine prone! It just cracks me up how the rest of the world seems to be all caught up in that whole game. I mean, is every one manipulative? Does any one else see the wrong in that? It's so much more real, and easy to just say what you mean, and mean what you say. Be up front about things, and quit beating around the bush. People might find a lot less stress and drama to cope with.... or is that what people are searching for?  Here's some advice, if you like mysteries, play Clue, don't play with peoples lives.

And that!! was last night's Insomniac Chronical. hehehe

Signs

As I walk my son to school in the mornings, I try to be mindful of what's around me on our walk. I make an effort to notice the smell in the air, the sound of the wind, colors painted across the sky, wild life, etc. I really try to pass this mindfulness onto my 6yr old as well, though he's usually preoccupied with the snow, and puddles on the ground. The real enjoyment for me, comes on my quiet walk back home after dropping him at school. Today I decided to look for signs- in choosing which route to travel.

If I caught a red light upon my route, I'd simply cross with the green. This led me down Hawthorne, where I past St. Johns Church. The traffic light then led me passed the church all the way down Tyson where I took notice to all the architectural detail used in the building. I always liked that church, the inside is even more beautiful. But as I continued on my walk, a crow perched a top the crucifix caught my attention with it's caw. I've had a fascination with ravens and crows as of late. Last week I listened to two crows communicating before flocking to the North. Then Jake and I counted 12 ravens (larger than your typical american crow)perched out front of our home in the tree the day after. Fascinating. Ever since, I've been wanting to create something artful inspired by this raven. This morning I decided to research myth and lore, and detailed facts about these magnificant birds. That's it... I'm hooked.

I've got Gothic Romance on my mind. caw caw.....